*PATAH*

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PATAH hati aku
bila ko PATAHkn
brg aku yg mudah PATAH
dh la ko dh PATAHkn hati aku banyak kali
ko nk aku PATAHkn tgn ko ke?
PATAHkn kaki ko ke?
PATAHkn hati ko ke?
fine,, mende tu dh PATAH
PATAH pun PATAH la
semangat dan perasaan belas kasihan aku pun ikut PATAH

* sedih tau x??? *

.Ending It.

I have been thinking for a quite some time...* it's not that I haven't been thinking much *

" Min...Just do it"

" No, I won't...He'll hate me if I did it"

" Min...it's time for you to let go of it"

" Maybe I should"

" No... You have to...You must"

Therefore, I decided to finally say it out loud here...
I cannot take this any further...
I want to end it once and for all...

" The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned."

-William Somerset Maugham-

Pernah terpikir tak...things yg kiter tgok kat movie...mmg ade kalenye jadi?
Even worst...rase dier lagi sakit..sbb mende itu adalah satu realiti...
Aku nk ckp...aku tak sanggup dh nk rase mende tu sume...
I just can't take it anymore...
Maybe org pikir...kiter x rase pape lagi..

" High school student beb...c'mon la.."

" Ape yg ko dh rase..?

" Umur baru belas2...ape yg ko suffer sgt?"

Well the thing is, people...once is enough to make you suffer...

To an ordinary human being, love means nothing if it does not mean loving some people more than others

I need my friends now with me...
Please support me when I'm saying this to someone
Please...

" Hey guy...You've been a great friend... I had fun with you...all the time..

" Hey guy... I miss you... If only I could know what's my mistake.. That makes you just go away.."

" Hey guy... If only I could say to you the things that I wanna say...But I just can't..."

" Hey guy... I will always remember you even though you're forgetting me... Its just...SAKIT TAU X??"

" Hey guy... I will accept the fact that I'm not important to you.. But why leave?... Selame ni aku x penting jugak... But you were always there..."

" Hey guy... Let's just face it... You and I never know each other from now on... If that's the best... Like I said to you... THINGS ARE DIFFERENT NOW BETWEEN YOU AND ME... * which you always deny *..."

" Hey guy... You broke my heart and I wanna say thank you for doing that... We are no longer BEST FRIENDS... * again, like you used to say *..."

" Hey guy... Promise me you'll always remember... You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think..."

My last words...

This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life

* writing this with my hands soaking wet with my tears...*